I apologize for the last couple of posts, they have been slightly depressing. I told myself that I wasn’t going to write today because I didn’t want to put this kind of energy out in the world. But I realized that this a natural part of my life. I live with depression and anxiety.
There will be days when I feel completely free and other days when I feel trapped. I have the tendency to bottle things up without properly expressing myself. And it always leads to disaster. One of the things that I learned over the years, is to never make a decision while depressed. My thoughts are clouded and I can’t visualize clearly enough to make an informed choice, therefore reflecting on my poor decision making.
I hope someone else out there understands how I feel. It’s a big world out there, but in here, on this blog, I’m able to make sense of it. I’m trying something new this time around. I remind myself that repeating the same thing over and over again, and expecting different results is the definition of insanity. So let’s try something new. Thank you so much, and as always, I will write to you again soon.